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a better person
01:19
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now I wanna be
a better person
indecision clouds my vision
so this might never last
I'll try to be
a better person
but I can't forget the past
and it always holds me back
damn I hope I can be
a better person
I don't wanna carry on
like this, a broken fawn
I'm sure that I'll be
a better person
one day one day one day one day one day
I think I can be
a better person
at least I hope
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2. |
what a surprise! :o
01:52
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can you believe
I'm still crying about the same thing (what a surprise!)
people didn't care about me
a place that rejected me
the only moments that were mine
were squandered by strangers
A wonderful new place to explore
I could barely leave my room
people who hurt me
lived their lives as if nothing ever happened
turkeys in the streets
greenery as far as the eye can see
I loved every second of it
except when I didn't
and I still cry myself to sleep
wondering about what could've been of
my self esteem
hadn't been squandered by strangers
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3. |
date night
02:00
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oh i feel a knock
on the door
is it you
baby come in it's open
pardon the mess
I haven't had company in ages
would you like something to eat or to drink?
cuz I could go buy something or we could go have a look around
anything is better than being with this dump
don't you agree?
oh i feel how I look
like shit
sorry for the mess
i didn't have time to clean up yesterday
cuz I was too busy thinking of the bad impression I left on you
oh it's fine you don't have to leave
I'll get around to working on it eventually
I mean obviously I could just put in the work but isn't drowning in self-loathing so much easier?
so wanna go out next week?
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4. |
abyss music
01:51
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5. |
night time
01:44
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When the morning rain clears up
I see your face
in my closed window
at night time i feel overwhelmed
no boundaries
I'm so tired of feeling like this
I don't wanna cry
I don't wanna cry
but I do and I'm miserable
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6. |
all my life
03:15
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hello again I do concede
you were right beside me
I feel blue
when I'm talking about you
If memory serves
our love was kept together
by stitches and glue
in all of my life
I could never feel alive
in all of my life
I never felt myself
till I left you
You and I
forever intertwined
change feels inevitable
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7. |
I had it all wrong
02:07
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I had it all wrong
It's not that I wish I had never been born
I just wish I had been born a different person
Oh I had it all wrong
my happiness does rely on my effort
but it's hard to stay motivated
when you can hardly get out of bed
Oh I had it all wrong
When I thought I'd be happy in hiding
I thought I could ignore who I am
Oh I had it all wrong
for the last time
Oh I had it all wrong
when I ignored the pain that I felt
stockpiled the misery and then
acted surprised
Oh I had it all wrong
when the blinds opened I was swallowed in their light
Ah I've never felt right
and this rate I never will
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8. |
who would've known?
01:27
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forgive my transgressions
take the pain away
and who would've known
I'd expire today
who would've known?
forgive us our trespasses
I've gone off the deep end
take me away to a place
in the shade and let me fade
who would've known?
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9. |
recycle!
03:36
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I feel at ease
when I'm with you
it's nice to not think
morning breeze coming from the fan
as I wake up alone
I open my eye
for what feels like the first time
I briefly consider
that it won't be the last
I don't even know
what else to sing about
how long can I recycle my own depresion
for my musical gain
and I want you guys to know
and I want you to feel
the overwhelming sense of misery
coursing through my bloodstream
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